My code looks as follows (it's a little bit simplified version compared to the orginal, but it still reflects the problem).
require(VGAM)
Median.sum  = vector(mode="numeric", length=75) 
AA.sum      = vector(mode="numeric", length=75)                                                    
BB.sum      = vector(mode="numeric", length=75)                   
Median      = array(0, dim=c(75 ,3)) 
AA          = array(0, dim=c(75 ,3))                                                    
BB          = array(0, dim=c(75 ,3))                              
y.sum     = vector(mode="numeric", length=100000)
y         = array(0, dim=c(100000,3))
b.size    = vector(mode="numeric", length=3) 
c.size    = vector(mode="numeric", length=3) 
for (h in 1:40)
{
  for (j in 1:75)
  {  
    for (i in 1:100000)
    {
      y.sum[i] = 0
      for (f in 1:3)
      {
        b.size[f] = rbinom(1, 30, 0.9)
        c.size[f] = 30 - rbinom(1, 30, 0.9) + 1
        y[i, f] = sum( rlnorm(b.size[f], 8.5, 1.9) ) + 
          sum( rgpd(c.size[f], 120000, 1870000, 0.158) )
        y.sum[i] = y.sum[i] + y[i, f]
      }
    }
    Median.sum[j] = median(y.sum)
    AA.sum[j] = mean(y.sum)
    BB.sum[j] = quantile(y.sum, probs=0.85)
    for (f in 1:3)
    {
      Median[j,f] = median(y[,f])
      AA[j,f] = mean(y[,f])
      BB[j,f] = quantile(y[,f], probs=0.85)
    }
  }
  #gc()
}
It breaks in the middle of it's execution (h=7, j=1, i=93065) with an error:
Error: cannot allocate vector of size 526.2 Mb
Just after getting this message I've read this, this & this, but it's still not enough. The thing is, that neither garbage collector (gc()), nor clearing all the objects from the workspace helps. I mean that I've tried to put in my code both: garbage collector and operation removing all the variabes and declaring them once again within the loop (take a look at the place where #gc() is - however the latter is not included in the code I've posted).
It seems strange to me as all the procedure uses the same objects in each step of the loop (=> and should consume the same volume of memory within each step of the loop). Why the memory consumption increases over time?
To make the matter worst, if I want to work in the same session of R and even perform:
rm(list=ls())
gc()
I still get the same error message, even if I want to declare something minor like:
abc = array(0, dim=c(10,3))
Only closing R and starting new session helps. Why? Maybe there is some way to recode my loop?
R: 2.15.1 (32-bit), OS: Windows XP (32-bit)
I am quite new here so every tip appreciated! Thanks in advance.
Edit: (From Arun). I find this behaviour even easier to reproduce just with a simple example. Start a new R session and copy and paste this code and watch the memory grow in your system monitor.
mm <- rep(0, 1e4) # initialise a vector
for (i in 1:1e3) {
    for (j in 1:1e3) {
        for (k in 1:1e4) {
            mm[k] <- k # already pre-allocated
         }
    }
}
 
     
     
    