I have a list in R which looks something like this
b0=5;b1=2
f <- function(x) b0 + b1*x
Nsim <- 100
my.list <- vector("list", Nsim)
for(i in 1:Nsim){
   x <- rep(0,1000)
   y <- x
   y[1] <- f(x[1])
   for(j in 2:1000){
    x[j] <- x[j-1] + rnorm(1,0,0.1)
    y[j] < f(x[j])
   }
   my.list[[i]]$x <- x
   my.list[[i]]$y <- y
}
In reality, f is the result of an optimisation routine and x tracks the input value over time and y is the function values which are generated. So in essence, I have Nsim time series. I want to plot metrics of these time series over time by averaging over the index i. For instance, the average performance of the algorithm over time.
At the moment I'm doing this with a bespoke function for each metric I want to calculate (e.g. mean squared error of x from the true value of x, another for generating error bars and so on). I want to use something like lapply to average over i so I can visualise how x and y evolve over time but that doesn't do the right thing.
Is what I want to output is a pointwise summary of the results. As an analogy, if my.list[[i]]$x was instead stored as a matrix, I could take colMeans() to see the average value of x over "time".
Is there a function/package which is good for working with lists of lists?
 
    